A Summer Day - self reflection

Over the last 3 weeks, I was deep in numerous moments of quiet contemplation. A part of me feels like this is time to turn into a new direction, there's also a tiny voice at the back of my head yelling at the pathetic me.

At times it seems like it was just purely concidental when things happen, but most of the time, I am convinced that things are planned, and they all happen for a certain reason, don't you think so?

I like meeting people, well, to be more precise, I enjoy "observing" people. It's not the noise or the crowd that amuses me, although it often appears to be so :D What I love the most is the quiet time, sitting alone, watching people interact with each other. These scenes indeed reveal a lot about our nature. 

Let's say, I am a type of boring human who don't "talk" much. Why? Because my limited knowledge can lead to nowhere fun in the conversation, so whenever I flash back the past, I see me sitting and nodding to the other person rather than contributing to the story. Well I must say I do that a lot. If we are talking about music, I can give you names, but not the genres. If we are talking about books, I can give you the story, not the authors, I can't even tell the characters names! If we are talking about locations, well thank you! So I guess that's it. 

There's a friend who I truly respect told me once that "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholders." Do I get what she wanted me to see? Yes, I did. I totally do. but I guess I need more time to do it justice.

Just my little thought in a stormy afternoon at home with my tangled emotion.

DT